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In the wispy-curtained dead of night,
When much is dark and all is quiet,
The Lies creep in like parasites
And hum their little chants.
They aren't unique, my caustic haunts;
They twist their empty, senseless taunts
And striving more is all they want -
To be more than I am.
They crowd my mind and start to shout
"You have a shell and can't break out,
And see the faults you can't surmount!
And also, you've no friends."
I seize upon the final gibe
And role onto my other side;
I grab my phone and start to swipe
Through backlit photographs.
Combatively, the Lies descend
"Why, they don't count you as a friend!"
But memory will soon contend
And have the final say.
So often deemed as "fakery",
This simple scrapbook on a screen
The captions, smiles, and memories -
It's evidence I need.
With final proof of recent trips,
Of gold and silver-hued friendships,
Of laughing groups and comment-quips,
I firmly state my case.
I glower at the wilting Lies,
They scatter on the wind of night;
In gratitude I breathe a sigh -
Now maybe I can sleep.
When much is dark and all is quiet,
The Lies creep in like parasites
And hum their little chants.
They aren't unique, my caustic haunts;
They twist their empty, senseless taunts
And striving more is all they want -
To be more than I am.
They crowd my mind and start to shout
"You have a shell and can't break out,
And see the faults you can't surmount!
And also, you've no friends."
I seize upon the final gibe
And role onto my other side;
I grab my phone and start to swipe
Through backlit photographs.
Combatively, the Lies descend
"Why, they don't count you as a friend!"
But memory will soon contend
And have the final say.
So often deemed as "fakery",
This simple scrapbook on a screen
The captions, smiles, and memories -
It's evidence I need.
With final proof of recent trips,
Of gold and silver-hued friendships,
Of laughing groups and comment-quips,
I firmly state my case.
I glower at the wilting Lies,
They scatter on the wind of night;
In gratitude I breathe a sigh -
Now maybe I can sleep.
Literature
Imitated Traits: To Friends and Family Members
I hope it will be all right
as a writer
to borrow a few traits from you
or perhaps not so much borrow
. . . as imitate
Such as to give a kind old squirrel
the inclination to bake fudge brownies
and paint happy faces on top
with caramel
. . . just like an aunt
I know so well
Or perhaps
to compose a mischievous fay who
smirks when amused
in the same way
. . . as a certain young man who
has my dearest affectio
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in(sigh)t
i want one of those
little mirrors
that allow you
to see inside
yourself
the one dentists use
so they can check for cavities
and places where i’m
rotting away
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an hour after losing
when i walk into the bathroom, with dawn
breaking her fingers to squeeze her hands through the windows
at the end of the hall, i am surprised to see a girl at the corner sink.
i expected to be alone to wipe at my face, to press gentle fingers
against the tender skin of my neck, to pull up my shirt
and check the visibility of my ribs
and the flutter of my heart, to stare at my eyes in the shitty mirror
in the shitty lighting and calculate all the little changes that a boy’s hands
can wreak on a body in under an hour. but she
is there at the corner sink, scrubbing at her red and irritated cheeks
like she is lady macbeth trying to eras
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A little piece of interest about social media. Recently I've noticed I don't really use it as means of impressing people or catching up, but more as a scrapbook to remember the beautiful times in my life. Lately I've needed this evidence to prove things to myself and my "lies". While people can be insensitive and life will never be perfect, I am grateful for my friends and the memories I am making with them - even if they sometimes mean more to me than them.
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